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[02 Oct 2005|10:37pm] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you miss me?
33. Do you think i miss you?
34. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?
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| Possible Problems |
[08 Sep 2005|09:07pm] |
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Doesn't Remind Me - Audioslave |
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I need to get my eyes checked. I think there is something very wrong. I copy something down very carefully, then it is not what I was supposed to write. My fingers move too fast for my brain to keep up, but I doubt that has anything to do with vision. I don't particularly want to wear glasses. :(
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| Ecksdee |
[04 Sep 2005|08:37pm] |
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One of the employees at Hot Topic was flirting with me today, at least I think so. I wonder what was wrong with him? I mean, guys just do not pay any attention to me. He just drug me off the see some Invader ZIM stuff they had just got in (He noticed my GIR shirt I was wearing.) and it just went on from there. I was thinking "okaaaaaay". :P
My brother is at the movies, he should have called for me to pick him up half an hour ago. Hmm. I think I need to get over there. :/
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| :O! |
[02 Sep 2005|05:00pm] |
"They have bad taste. I am not a good-looking guy."
-Billie Joe Armstrong
He's just being modest. Yeah.
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[01 Sep 2005|06:05pm] |
No one comments on my LJ. Feel the love man, feel the love.
Have a poem by me!
Escape the pain, sorrow, the Devil's snare
Through death is the way to closure despair
Beauty, joy, brightness, free of strife
Light and peace through suicide
My Saviour there unlocks the Gate
Follow hither
Die with me tonight
Escape this world of fear and hate
Kiss the poison
And our ghosts shall dance upon the stage
Kiss the poison
I do it all for you
Through the Valley of Shadows is the joy
Kiss the poison
Allow the soul exit our bodies
For there is a brighter side of death
You must merely have the eye to see.
©ElizabethRose2005
EDIT! Yes, I feel fine. Sometimes I write things even I don't understand. I am ok.
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[26 Aug 2005|10:52am] |
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Ooh, to add on to the goodness of yesterday, my English professor is awesome. She asked us to remember how much studying is considered the standard. At the point I was thinking "Oh lord, I'm going to kill myself", because I know the standard: Three hours to every hour you spend in class. "That makes nine hours for this class", she said. "And I absolutely forbid you to study nine hours a week for this class." She went on to say something along the lines of all work and no play is not healthy.
And my parents were giving me horror stories about having no real life once school started. Not that I have a life anyway. :P
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[25 Aug 2005|11:08pm] |
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Today was 17 frizillion times better. (Yes, that is now a word.) I <3 my English, because writing is fun and because there are no final exams. I know, weird right? Whatever, I'm not questioning it. The only thing I can say that will suck is the research paper I have to write in World History. Gross.
I am happy today!
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| 3m0cide |
[25 Aug 2005|02:16pm] |
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Magical Mystery Tour (Album) - The Beatles |
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First day of college today. I have to say it sucked.
I had math today, that's it, just math. Since it was the first class we got an orientation typ thing. You know, where the professor tells us what to expected blah, blah, blah. I come to find out we will do all our homework, quizzes and tests ON COMPUTERS! What the hell? No, I absolutely loathe taking tests on the computer, and it means that there will be no partial credit. Fortunately, the homework does go towards our grades, so if I can manange all A's in homework. XD
Tomorrow had better be better. Tomorrow I have World History and English. If all the tests in everything are on computers I am going to break down and cry. You know Liz is really, really, really upset if she cries.
EDIT: Well, if this didn't brighten up my day.
| Your IQ Is 110 | 
Your Logical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average
Your General Knowledge is Average |
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| Tsk Tsk |
[16 Jul 2005|10:22pm] |
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Once - Nightwish |
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John! How did you manage to get fired from Scout Camp? How? The easiest job in the world, and you get fired.
John is my brother. He is 16. He unintentionally get's into a lot of trouble. He made a mosh pit at camp and got fired. Um, WTH? Why is making a mosh pit fire-worthy? Oh well, camp ends tomorrow anyway, so he still gets all his pay, and he gets to come home with the rest of the boys.
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| College |
[30 Jun 2005|02:31pm] |
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The Leaving Song - AFI |
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Gah, why has Mrs. Bond still not sent my transcript to UAH? Why? This is not fair. Because I am a normal human being? Because I am not godly enough for her standards? If I don't get into the fall semester because of her, I will be freakin' MAD! Mother and I are going up to the university to give them the transcript ourselves, let's hope this works.
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| Quiz |
[30 May 2005|07:47pm] |
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Did My Time - KoRn |
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Oh my, I am a very bad person, much worse than I thought.
Your Deadly Sins
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Lust: 60%
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Sloth: 60%
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Wrath: 40%
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Gluttony: 20%
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Greed: 20%
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Pride: 20%
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Envy: 0%
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Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31%
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You'll die while in the throws of passion - the best way to go. |
Ahahaha! I love how two of these contradict each other completely.
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to obedience and warmth. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
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[27 May 2005|11:31pm] |
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Helena - My Chemical Romance |
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Sure, I could have used an edit, but whatever! It's my blog to do as I please!
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| Oh Joy! |
[27 May 2005|10:49pm] |
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I'm going to be perfectly serious. I am PISSED OFF!
My recital is next week right? One of my dances is to Eleanor Rigby, right? That dance is going to suck. It has the capabilities of the being the best dance in the whole show, but half the girls don't know the steps. Why? Because they are either lazy, or have failed in attending. There is no call to miss a class a month. There is no call to talk when the teacher is trying to teach you. There is no call to not know this dance after nearly five months.
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| Lalalala |
[25 May 2005|11:37pm] |
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Everybody's Fool - Evanescence |
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So I get depressed easily. I need to conquer that. Mother and I are fine now, but I have red welts on my wrist. Eww. Tell me again why I did that? Mother is weird sometimes, it's like she loves and hates what I do. Meh. Anyway, yes I feel happy now.
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| Sometimes I Hate Everything |
[25 May 2005|11:39am] |
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Personal Jesus - Marilyn Manson |
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Why do people that are supposed to support you say such hurtful things? Why must Mother act this way? She says she wished I had never started dancing, so that I would have spent more time on academics and made better test scores. Great. What about having a love? Screw that I guess, the only important thing in life is that damn ACT test. So what if I can never be a famous dancer? I don't care, I love the art. I've been thinking about quitting, just to please my parents, but then I remember the lovely year of tenth grade, when all I had was school. Wake up, skip breakfast and do school. Eat a five minute lunch, and if there wasn't anything, too bad, get back to work. Skip church for school. Spend literally my whole day doing school. Ah, the good ole days, when I nearly took my own life to end my misery. And my parents want me to go back to that?
I hate crying, it makes me angry at myself and makes me do bad things to myself. I take things to the inside and it will kill me someday. But I don't care. I even tried to cut my wrist, but the dang knife wasn't sharp enough, all it did was peel back skin. Wonderful. I feel somewhat ashamed though, I've never actually tried that before a few minutes ago.
I don't know if I made company yet, but even if I do I'm not sure if I'll go through with it anymore.
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| Hurry Up Saturday |
[11 May 2005|10:18pm] |
I wish Saturday would arrive already. I get to audition of Senior Company! There is no way I'm going to make it, but Sarah and I are determined to try just the same. So what if they will stick us in Junior Company? We are eligible to try out, and dang it, we are going to do just that. If my pirouettes were better I'd make Senior Company, but they are'nt. I am going to try my hardest and hope for the best. I will have to break out the hairspray though, and not wear a dance skirt. Ick, I hate hairspray and have very big hips. *sigh* If that's what it takes...
I hope I can balance Company and college. Dance means a lot to me, and I do mean a lot.
Speaking of college, I need to mail my application TOMORROW. I should have it mailed already, actually, but there's only twenty-four hours in a day.
Not only do I have auditions on Saturday, the same evening I am going to a very special birthday concert. That's right, it's Lynyrd Skynyrd and the Allman Brothers coming to town just for me! Oh joy!
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| Hi |
[07 May 2005|03:23am] |
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Right Now - Korn |
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Yes, this is the beginning. I need to do a lot of work, but I suppose I've lots of time for that. Since only my friends can see this I don't feel the need to explain a lot. Y'all know me.
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